Anguish (Jokers' Wrath Book 3) by Bella Jewel

Author:Bella Jewel [Jewel, Bella]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Bella Jewel, Anguish, Precarious, Jokers Wrath, biker, Melancholy
Published: 2014-10-27T04:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

MACK

“I love you, Koda.” Ingrid smiles.

I stroke my fingers through her dark brown locks. She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met. She’s sunshine and fuckin’ rainbows. She made a hard past beautiful.

“And I love you, Ingi,” I murmur, running my fingers down her soft skin.

“One day, Koda, we’re going to be together, and none of it will hurt.”

I hope she’s right, because life without her would be no life at all.

“One day, honey.”

“Tell me I’m the only one for you. Tell me you’ll never love anyone the way you love me?”

She asks me this all the time, and I answer her the best I can. I can’t give her much, because she will never know or understand just how much she’s changed my life. There’s no way she could ever understand how beautiful she is to me. No one, not a single soul on this earth, could ever compare.

I nuzzle into her hair and my fingers slide down her firm belly, reaching her panties. “So fuckin’ beautiful.”

I close my eyes, breathing her in, feeling every inch of her.

“Come on, honey,” she says. “Come for me.”

I wake up in a cold sweat, my heart pounding, my head fuckin’ racing. Holy fuck. I was dreaming about Ingrid, and somehow she turned into Jaylah and those words she said earlier were in my fuckin’ dream. I throw the covers back, standing. Fuck, fuck this. Jaylah is an annoying pain in the ass. Why the hell am I dreamin’ about her?

I’m dreamin’ about her because she ripped into my heart earlier and tugged at it.

Fuck.

I shove the door open and walk down the hall, angry with myself, and her. Especially her. If she would just do her job as a nanny, and stay out of my shit, we wouldn’t continue to have these problems. I pass Diesel’s room and like always, I stop. Fuck, that’s another thing I can’t deal with. He smiled at me the other day, just looked at me and smiled. Like he knew. It fuckin’ burned somewhere deep down in my soul.

Now, looking at him, my fingers ache to touch the skin I know is smooth. But I can’t. I’m no good for him. He doesn’t need me in his life; he needs Santana and Jaylah and Ash, who love him. I can’t love him, because I can never ever be what he needs.

I’m just like my father.

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